Milgaard lived 23-year ‘nightmare’

After long fight to clear his name, he advocated for the wrongfully convicted

David Milgaard could see I was a tad uneasy when he dropped by the Toronto Star newsroom unexpectedly in July 1993, dripping wet and half-naked.

It was a year after he had been freed from prison — having spent nearly 23 years behind bars as the victim of one of Canada’s most notorious miscarriages of justice.

Milgaard, then 40, was wearing no shirt or shoes when he made his surprise visit to the Star’s newsroom to say hello and thank you for reporting on the case.

He was dripping rainwater on the newsroom floor and beaming.

Milgaard said he had shed his shirt and shoes because he wanted to feel the sun and rain on his back and the pavement under his feet. He said he had missed those things while behind bars.

Perhaps he needed to remind himself that he was finally free.

Milgaard died on Sunday after a short illness. He was 69.

When he showed up at the Star that day in 1993, after accepting a free Blue Jays souvenir T-shirt, he had a piece of pie and some juice and stared out at boats in the Toronto harbour. A passing canoe caught his eye, and he talked of relaxing in northern Manitoba, away from everything except his thoughts and nature and maybe a few friends.

At that point, Milgaard was already doing a little work with a social justice group based in Saskatoon that helped prisoners who claimed they were wrongfully convicted.

After leaving the Star, he shed the shirt again and went running up Yonge Street in the rain, his arms outstretched as if he were going to fly.

He smiled much easier that day than when I visited him in Stony Mountain Penitentiary in November 1991.

He’d almost walked away from that first interview, after I asked him why he didn’t just say he did the killing so that he could display the remorse necessary to be granted parole.

At that point, he appeared to have little hope of ever clearing his name.

Milgaard had been a skinny 16year-old when he was arrested for the 1969 rape and murder of Saskatoon nurse’s aide Gail Miller.

He told me he could never lie that he attacked Miller — even if a false confession meant his freedom.

“If someone asked you to admit to something and you didn’t do it and it’s really terrible, I’m sure you wouldn’t say you’re guilty,” he said.

Milgaard grew from a teen to a middle-aged man in Canada’s roughest prisons, where he protested his innocence to anyone who’d listen.

He was raped, had his teeth punched out and often demanded to be put in solitary confinement just so that he could escape everything.

His arms became scarred with about a dozen slashes. Some were from suicide attempts and others were just the slashing that’s common in prison, when prisoners choose pain over the dull feeling of being one of the living dead.

On top of the slashing scars on his arms were a couple of large rose tattoos, also from prison.

He said he hated it when strangers looked at him because he thought they saw him as a rapist and a killer.

“It was a nightmare,” Milgaard once said. “People do not have much love and care inside those walls.”

Milgaard’s conviction was overturned by the Supreme Court of Canada in 1992 and the Saskatchewan government stayed the charges.

Serial rapist Larry Fisher was eventually convicted of the Miller murder through DNA evidence.

Milgaard’s mother, Joyce, fought tirelessly with a team of lawyers, including David Asper and Hersh Wolch of Winnipeg and James Lockyer of Toronto, to win his release from prison.

Lockyer, who helped found the organization Innocence Canada, confirmed the death after speaking with Milgaard’s sister on Sunday.

Milgaard was finally exonerated in July 1997 after DNA tests proved that semen found at the crime scene didn’t match his.

Fisher was convicted in December 1999 of first-degree murder in Miller’s death and sentenced to life in prison.

The Saskatchewan government eventually issued Milgaard a formal apology and awarded him a $10-million compensation package.

The compensation package allowed his older sister and brother to go back to school, his baby sister to buy a house and his father to finally retire, at age 69.

“My whole family, as far as I’m concerned, were in prison, just like I was,” he told the Star in 1993.

Ron Dalton, co-president of Innocence Canada, said Milgaard could have “turned inward and been very soured on life, but he didn’t let that happen.”

He could have walked away from his advocacy after clearing his name, but he “chose to look over his shoulder at the people left behind, the people who were going through suffering,” said Dalton, who was wrongfully convicted and later exonerated in his wife’s death more than 30 years ago.

Milgaard hurt his parole chances by escaping twice — once, for two months in 1980, when he lived in Toronto selling encyclopedias.

He was shot during one escape attempt.

He also attempted escape through suicide.

At the time of his trial in 1970, the Crown argued that Milgaard raped and knifed Miller to death in a purse-snatching gone wildly awry, after the youth from Langenburg, Sask., pulled into Saskatoon early one morning looking for a friend’s home.

Milgaard didn’t know Miller or Fisher.

Fisher was sentenced to 13 years in prison in December 1971, after being convicted on two counts of rape in Winnipeg, and three counts of rape and one of indecent assault in Saskatoon.

By that time, Milgaard had already spent two years behind bars.

Nine years later, on Jan. 6, 1980, Fisher was released on parole and living under the custody of his mother in North Battleford, Sask.

On March 31, 1980, Fisher was charged with the rape of his mother’s neighbour.

Milgaard constantly stressed that Fisher deserved a fair shake from the justice system that wrongfully convicted him.

There was a public inquiry into his wrongful conviction, beginning in January 2005.

In Milgaard’s later years, he helped to raise awareness about wrongful convictions and demanded action on the way Canadian courts review convictions.

“I think it’s important for everybody, not just lawyers, but for the public itself to be aware that wrongful convictions are taking place and that these people are sitting right now behind bars and they’re trying to get out,” Milgaard said in 2015.

“The policies that are keeping them there need to be changed. The wrongful conviction review process is failing all of us miserably.”

Lockyer, Milgaard’s former lawyer, said the two met with Justice Minister David Lametti just over two years ago in Ottawa to push for the creation of an independent body to review claims of wrongful convictions.

Lockyer said it’s up to Lametti to “get moving” on creating the commission.

“They owe it to David Milgaard and they owe it to the wrongly convicted across Canada.”

After Milgaard’s release, he married a woman who had grown up in Saskatoon, once believing that Milgaard was a killer.